Child of reborn path. тишина.
She is not an illusion.
You are on the right way.
This era is not real.
Humans create and destroy, they are evolved puppets of the undiscovered. Unimportant figures of an inordinately large dimension. The question of life is not how and why, but from where and how can it develop further?. There is a higher level, a kind still unknown to humans.
Beautiful death, painful life, Silene (тишина ) will show you. All the problems people try to solve when they are the cause and all the same personalities, all the same places and every same smell. This isn't real. Wake up, this illusion is worse than hell.
